yesterday...i wrote a loooong thingie.....n accidentally closed down da the window......sooobsss....


aneways....

everytime i sit down to write something....the only thing that comes to my mind, is , wht should i write???

my free time's mostly always filled some stupid idiotic n foolish thoughts....

it's mostly, where i gonna end up, what am i gonna do in my life......n lot other stuff....

n the secondly, it's about, who's gonna end up wid me....it's damn sure that who so eve she's gonna suffer....n tht's petty sure...

no gal can't tolerate a guy like me.....they simply run away seeing me...

n the other one being.....who's gonna employ me????? he's too gonna go fuse off.....


n i gotta many more things to bother!!!! more than, i can even think of.....



i can't even understand a simple thing in my life - friendship!!

i jus love them....more than anething else in my life....!!!!

It has already been 2 months (well, i happened to key this post long back, but published it now!!!!), since my birthday....

n its now, i realized tht my teenage's over.......

i entered into the 20th year of my life......yipeee!!!!

there are a lot of things lo ponder abt, bfor i say tht....


It has been 19yrs frm the day, i stepped onto this grt civilization. Wht have i achived till now...???
Tht's a question, tht bothers me a lot.

When i try to find a few answers, these are the ones----

  • Made a few gud and close frndz, 2 to be precise...
  • learnt a lot abt life n the ppl....frm the last 5-6 yrs....
  • still in the process of differentiating bet. GOOD and BAD.
  • The most important thing of all - "EVERYTHING IN LIFE HAPPENS FOR A REASON"
  • The the other most imp. thing - always listen to what ur heart says, no matter wht it is and wht the world says abt it. N wht the brain says..it's bullshit....
  • the brains influenced a lot by the dirty things in and around.

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