Ravi, your true color is Yellow!


You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

7-8-9.....

these days...

i never had so much of guilty feeling....
i cried cried n cried......

i didn't understand wht to do....had no one wid me...

kept on n on n on.....screwing up things......

this week had been a quite hectic and stressful for me...

starting wid synapse.....the days jus ran through in front of my eyes....n also me running around....

n then the damned Infocity's VP Singh.....i gonna remember this guy throughout my life....after seeing this guy i understood the agony my dad had wid these kinda 'matthars'...
i gonna fry this asshole after we get our share of money.....

one day while conversing wid this guy, i jus felt like smashing his face off the table..

i gonna write our complete experiences wid this guy later....(a complete big novel can be keyed down...)



now and then many few thoughts go around...everytime i feel like putting them here...i jus don feel like doing so.....

the drafts in my blog account have been increasing...but i jus don feel like publishing them....

yesterday...i wrote a loooong thingie.....n accidentally closed down da the window......sooobsss....


aneways....

everytime i sit down to write something....the only thing that comes to my mind, is , wht should i write???

my free time's mostly always filled some stupid idiotic n foolish thoughts....

it's mostly, where i gonna end up, what am i gonna do in my life......n lot other stuff....

n the secondly, it's about, who's gonna end up wid me....it's damn sure that who so eve she's gonna suffer....n tht's petty sure...

no gal can't tolerate a guy like me.....they simply run away seeing me...

n the other one being.....who's gonna employ me????? he's too gonna go fuse off.....


n i gotta many more things to bother!!!! more than, i can even think of.....



i can't even understand a simple thing in my life - friendship!!

i jus love them....more than anething else in my life....!!!!

It has already been 2 months (well, i happened to key this post long back, but published it now!!!!), since my birthday....

n its now, i realized tht my teenage's over.......

i entered into the 20th year of my life......yipeee!!!!

there are a lot of things lo ponder abt, bfor i say tht....


It has been 19yrs frm the day, i stepped onto this grt civilization. Wht have i achived till now...???
Tht's a question, tht bothers me a lot.

When i try to find a few answers, these are the ones----

  • Made a few gud and close frndz, 2 to be precise...
  • learnt a lot abt life n the ppl....frm the last 5-6 yrs....
  • still in the process of differentiating bet. GOOD and BAD.
  • The most important thing of all - "EVERYTHING IN LIFE HAPPENS FOR A REASON"
  • The the other most imp. thing - always listen to what ur heart says, no matter wht it is and wht the world says abt it. N wht the brain says..it's bullshit....
  • the brains influenced a lot by the dirty things in and around.

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