yesterday...i wrote a loooong thingie.....n accidentally closed down da the window......sooobsss....
aneways....
everytime i sit down to write something....the only thing that comes to my mind, is , wht should i write???
my free time's mostly always filled some stupid idiotic n foolish thoughts....
it's mostly, where i gonna end up, what am i gonna do in my life......n lot other stuff....
n the secondly, it's about, who's gonna end up wid me....it's damn sure that who so eve she's gonna suffer....n tht's petty sure...
no gal can't tolerate a guy like me.....they simply run away seeing me...
n the other one being.....who's gonna employ me????? he's too gonna go fuse off.....
n i gotta many more things to bother!!!! more than, i can even think of.....
i can't even understand a simple thing in my life - friendship!!
i jus love them....more than anething else in my life....!!!!
It has already been 2 months (well, i happened to key this post long back, but published it now!!!!), since my birthday....
n its now, i realized tht my teenage's over.......
i entered into the 20th year of my life......yipeee!!!!
there are a lot of things lo ponder abt, bfor i say tht....
It has been 19yrs frm the day, i stepped onto this grt civilization. Wht have i achived till now...???
Tht's a question, tht bothers me a lot.
When i try to find a few answers, these are the ones----
- Made a few gud and close frndz, 2 to be precise...
- learnt a lot abt life n the ppl....frm the last 5-6 yrs....
- still in the process of differentiating bet. GOOD and BAD.
- The most important thing of all - "EVERYTHING IN LIFE HAPPENS FOR A REASON"
- The the other most imp. thing - always listen to what ur heart says, no matter wht it is and wht the world says abt it. N wht the brain says..it's bullshit....
- the brains influenced a lot by the dirty things in and around.
